It's been a while since I've updated this, so since its 3:30am and I can't sleep, I decided I would.

Things have been pretty interesting lately. I've almost gotten in trouble with the cops a couple times, luckily we didn't. One was because my sister, my cousin, and I went to my sister's ex's house to get my sister's stuff and to make a long story short my sister ended up breaking his bedroom window (she had a good reason, but I don't think it's necessary to write it on here.) Another was kind of the same situation, same people called the cops. The last was because we saw a car crash, thank God we didn't drink or smoke weed like we planned that night. That would've been horrible because the cops interviewed us and everything.

I've started hanging out with my cousin again. I missed her so much, she's really the only friend I feel like I have right now...I feel like I'm growing away from the other person that I use to be close with. Between her and I both having jobs and my isolation from everyone, I don't really see her too often. I find it hard to be around the people that I use to hang out with, it's like I don't know what to say to them, things have changed...I've changed.

I'm still struggling with some issues...and I recently got a message on facebook saying:
"Hi,
I am casting for a new docu-series on the CW called Secrets. We're looking for professional young women with secret habits they are ashamed of –secrets they keep from their picture perfect lives (i.e. compulsive shopping, sexual addictions, eating disorders, self injury etc.). I found you through a Facebook group related to one of these issues. Secrets will explore how these women balance their professional life with their addictive alter ego. For more information visit our website at [link] or feel free to message me with any questions you may have."

I definitely would not like to share my personal problems, especially with the whole world.

Anyway, I think this post is long enough.